Have you ever been in the mood for a really good book and been
unable to find anything that piques your interest? The more I read and write,
the harder it is for me to find a book that I LOVE.
I enjoy reading most fictional genres. Sometimes, I’m in the
mood for a suspenseful thriller, or maybe a smart, literary novel. However, it
seems whenever I’m really in the mood for a particular genre, NOTHING is out
there. NOTHING. Now, I know that’s dumb. I know there are millions and billions
of options out there—I’m just looking for something very specific.
If I can’t find something to fill whatever genre I want to read
at that moment, my writing suffers. I need
that have-to-read-at-all-times-of-the-day book every so often to catalyze
something in my head. Most of the time, the genres are completely different. I
could be writing a young adult novel and be in the mood for a sci-fi dystopian.
Anybody else feel my pain?
And don’t get me started on a series. I love/hate them. I
love them when they’re complete and four or less books. I loathe them when there
are thirty books with the same character. I want to read one, but it’s in the
middle so I can’t. I just can’t. I have to start at the beginning, so I won’t
because I know by the time I get to number thirty, I won’t be interested in the
characters anymore.
An author that I LOVE has the start of three new series out
but none of them are complete. The horror! She publishes something new at least
every few months, and yet these series have been floating around for more than
a year!! I can’t take it.
And…Harry Potter. I haven’t read it. I desperately want to.
I own all the books. My ten-year-old son read them a year or two ago. But, I’ve
heard how great they are, and I know how obsessed I get when a series is that
good. I shut down to the outside world and live inside that series for as long
as it takes me to read it. I give up sleep. I begrudgingly function during the
day so my children don’t die of starvation. If it was just one or two books I
could justify giving myself to the story. But it’s more, so I can’t.
I buy mostly ebooks, but my nightstand is still a collection
of books that are the first and second books of a series. Waiting on that third
one…
Sigh…
I try to take that into consideration when I write. The
freedom I have as a self-published author is pretty nice. I can publish my
whole series at once. I can control how many books in a series I put together. However,
I have to market myself…completely. It’s not something I like to do. I feel
uncomfortable, like I’m asking for money, when really I just want people to
find that “it” book they’re looking for in something I wrote. I want to give
people several hours of an enjoyable story that forces them to relax or set aside
the things that they really should be doing…like sleep. It’s overrated.
And marketing takes away from writing. Last week I spent
most of my time in the “office” figuring out how to market my books better and
connect my Facebook page, Goodreads page, Amazon Author page, and Blogger…Let’s
just say I’m glad some of the people around me have given great advice that set
me in the right direction (Thanks Alicia and Tom!).
Thankfully, I’m in the mood for a dystopian series, and I
found a short and complete series last night. Phew!
All is right in the universe.


Although I'm not a writer, I understand your feelings about good reading. I enjoyed each of your books immensely and am anxious for more! Reading is an indulgence I can't live without. If I find a book suggestion I'll send it along. In the meantime, keep finding your inspiration from your loved ones...they are a wealth of subject matter at your fingertips!
ReplyDeleteThank you! I'm so glad that you read and enjoyed the Incineration series. I found a good one that's working for me now (The Darkest Minds, by Alexandra Bracken) but I am always open for suggestions! Keep reading :)
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